Medical Stuff

So I have been gaining very well lately and I really want to keep going but I think I may need to slow down and/or lose some weight. I have a medical condition called Neurocardiogenic Syncope which messes with my blood pressure. Basically situations or conditions around me can cause me to pass out easily. I am on medications to help prevent that, but at my last doctors visit my doctor told me that the medication isn't controlling it anymore. I am getting secondary side effects too. Like my left half of my left hand has gone numb, this began almost a week ago. This frustrates me beyond belief because I am studying to become a professional cellist. While practicing today my hand kept slipping off of the fingerboard and I felt like I had taken 5 steps back in my playing. I don't want to up my medications due to the possible side effects from that but I don't want to stop gaining. I'm only 246 and I don't feel "that" big yet. So I think that I may end up eating a little less and lose some weight but I still want to get big. I hope that you all understand. This isn't an ultimatum or anything. Just for now it means that things are on hold until everything is under control. Thank you very much for listening to my ramblings!

As Always,
Eat Up

Relationships

So many of you feel the same way that I do about relationships. As a gainer/encourager I know that it is necessary to begin romantic relationships only with people that understand gaining and want to be part of that. I understand that it is unfair for me to try and date people that are not gainers or encouragers. I have dated people in the past who did not agree with gaining. I tried my best to keep it a secret from them but it always comes out and they don't understand it. They usually do not respond well to my hidden secret. Many refuse to try and understand it either and most certainly will not accept it.

As for the last weekend I did find someone to come and hangout with me because my plans had fallen through. It was a lot of fun and I definitely ate a tremendous amount of food. With that said I am above 240 now and the last time I stepped on the scale it said 242. I still don't really feel all that big although I have had to buy bigger pants and shirts. My 36's are really tight and 38's are fairly tight. So I have to wear my new 42's. I would also like to thank all of you who have sent donations. I would not be able to gain weight without the donations. Thank you all for your support and thanks for reading.

As Always,
Eat Up

Still working on it

I've still been growing! Not much has been going on. Work is still horrible. I was supposed to spend the weekend with ZooBoy but things fell through. No ones fault it just didn't work out. We rescheduled for later this year so it is all cool. I bought some new pants yesterday. Size 42, there is quite a bit of room but I need to try and skip some sizes to save money. I also bought my first extra large shirt, again still has room so I can grow. I am about 240 lbs right now however I don't feel that big. Currently my goal is 275 lbs at the end of everything. I am not sure if that will be enough though, but I do not want to be 300 lbs. You never know though.

I was able to get someone to visit me this weekend since I already had it off. He is on bf but doesn't have any pics, but he seems really sweet and he's a cutie. A little skinny though but we will be working on that. So expect lots of pics early next week.

As Always,
Eat up!

Stretch Marks!!

Hey everyone!! Everything has been going pretty well so far. Finances are a bit messed up and the donations are truly helping. I only have one pair of shorts and two pairs of jeans that fit and I am still growing :D. I am still around 230ish ... last time was 232. I wanted to talk a little about stretch marks though. Personally I like stretch marks, I think that they are hot. I kind of see them as a badge of honor for a gainer. It shows the true dedication, stamina and hard work that you have done in order to grow that belly of yours. Some people try to say that it is gross or they don't really feel either way on the subject. However, I feel that gainers should show their stretch marks with pride.

For those of you who do not agree with me or are afraid of getting stretch marks while gaining there are some things you can do to prevent them. There are a lot of over the counter medications that you can purchase to help with stretch marks. I am not sure as to how well those work, but I have heard some pretty good success stories in helping to diminish your stretch marks. Also, you can try to rub vitamin E on your stretch marks and that is supposed to help them. I am pretty sure that if you use vitamin E before you get them on your belly it will help to prevent them. But again I am not fully aware of how successful or unsuccessful this really is.

Well I am outta here. Let me know what you all think!

As Always,

Eat Up

Tighter and Tighter

So ... I guess I am kinda asking for some help. Today I put on my size 36 jeans (most of them are 36) and I noticed that they are getting a little too tight. I really need to buy new jeans but I am broke right now. If any of you are feeling a little generous and want to help out a growing boy ... feel free to drop some money into my paypal account so I can get some bigger clothes and keep on growing.

I know that I want to put on at least another 20 lbs. According to my poll it seems as if people have bigger aspirations for me. However I am not sure if I am ready to hit 350. But you never know :)

In other news ... not much is going on. I will hopefully have a friend come visiting me in June. I am sure that you will be seeing some pictures of us if everything works out. I am hoping to go to Expansion also. I will have to try hard to budget that in for October. I am fully enrolled into a community college for the fall and I have been talking with people at Eastern Michigan about transferring credits to get my bachelors. I am just waiting on transcripts for BG and my high school. I started counting down the days until I am able to quit my job, not that I am going to quit but at least I know that I will be able to. I only have 120 days left!!! I think that is all for now. Thank you all for your support. I would not being gaining if there weren't people out there like you guys.

Eat up!!