Too Little Time

This past week has gone in the blink of an eye. I have been so busy with work and class that I can't remember anything before this morning. There are so many deadlines that I am trying to keep track of that I think that I might go insane. All of this stuff has not been helping the waistline at all. Which is very sad. On top of all of that I am having some car trouble. I have a multiple cylinder misfire error code. So I can't drive to the auto parts store to get stuff to work on it. I am thinking that I just need to replace the ignition coils. They are the original coils that now have 94,000 miles on them. I am really hoping that that is the only problem, if it is anything else I don't think that I will have enough money to get it fixed. VW's are way to expensive when it comes to repairs.

My youtube videos should all be up and running, all of them. I have heard alot of good responses from them. Someone even wrote me a poem. How flattering! My thanks go out to globehunter2 on youtube for the poem that he wrote.

I use to be thin lanky and lean with no gut in sight,
I did'nt like the way I looked being thin was not right,

Being Fat was a dream that I wished one day would come true,
being huge and immense was something I never knew,

So I decided to make my dream come true
eating more than ever,

sometimes even eating for 2 or 3
I had to feed the need that was growing inside of me!

Then it began to happen as my flat stomach began to bloat,
and in time with a determined mind I began to grow into a boat,

A boat made of soft marshmallow,s ballooning bigger every day,
O the joy was something that nobody could take away,

My clothes began to shrink as I began to swell,
I was finally becoming a Fat guy as far as I could tell,

Now after 2 years my dream is finally becoming true!
to be truly fat and huge is now something that I knew,

Seeing my thighs explode into 2 massive jiggling balloons,
with a big deep navel gut and a butt like 2 rolling moons,

O how I love the way I look with each passing day,
for now I've found my passion in Life! that no one can take away.


To Stuffmebloated.

Tip o' the day: Drinking juice or milk instead of water adds large amounts of calories to your daily intake. Replacing soda with juice or milk provides a healthy alternative without having to give up the excess calories needed for weight gain.

As Always,
Eat up!

Portability Makes a Difference

So, as you already know I have a laptop. An old laptop, but a laptop with wireless internet. I absolutely love having a laptop. It make everything much more easier. Recently I have really been in a musical mood. So with my laptop I installed Finale 2009, which is a music writing program. I have been writing out music pretty much non-stop for the last couple days. I am not gonna lie ... some of it is pretty sweet. It isn't anything huge ... but for someone who has never written any music in my life it is a big deal. We are singing a piece in my choral class and the director made a comment to me that it sounded like the piece was just made for a cello. So I created a cello part to go along with it ... and it is effin amazing if I may say so myself.

The last few days I have really been bogged down with alot of homework. Coming back from spring break it has really been tough to buckle down and focus. And you would think that over spring break I would have put on some more weight but I weighed myself today and I am down to 259 lbs. Not that my feet and knees don't mind that while I was working it is still a little disheartening. You may also notice that I created a nifty little banner at the top of my blog, yeah ... I did that on my laptop :D. Let me know what you think.



Tip o' the day: Eat alot then sleep, your metabolism slows down while you sleep so more calories will be turned to fat.

As Always,
Eat up!!

Finally Relaxing

So, I finished auditions last week and luckily I already know part of the results. I made it into the University that I want to attend. The audition process was not as difficult as I thought it would be. I had found out about a week and a half before I was scheduled to audition that I had to have a prepared piano piece. So my piano for majors teacher found me a decent piece to audition on and I did pretty well. I only have to take one semester of piano next year instead of two. For the most part I nailed my audition on cello and the Aural Skills test was a breeze for me. The only one that gave me some trouble was the Music Theory entrance exam. There was quite a bit that I had not studied yet in my current classes. I think that may have to do with my current teacher ... last semester we had spent quite a bit of time on 4 part 16th century writing which was fun ... and challenging at times but it did not prepare me as well for the audition process. Either way ... I was accepted into the Music Education program and in the fall, after taking applied lessons for awhile, I will know if I make it into the Music Performance program. I can't wait to get away from Ohio.

As for the gaining I have really been off and on. I had a visitor over the weekend but I wasn't really in the mood for stuffings. So I just kinda overate during the weekend. I don't really even know my weight right now but I have been steadily overeating for a couple days, at least when I am not working. I am on spring break ... which means that I get to work more hours which is good on the wallet but bad on the belly. I also bought a used laptop off my sister-in-law last weekend, so I think that I will be able to put up posts more regularly that I have been. The portability makes a big difference eventhough the laptop itself is really old, just the ability to connect to the internet anywhere in the house keeps me more connected plus I can sit on a comfy couch or lay down in bed and type more comfortably. I signed up for summer classes this week too ... and because I don't have any financial aid I am going to have to pay for the classes myself. So far I am up to $1,200 before books so food money is going to be tight for awhile. It is going to be worth it ... for 9 credit hours at CC it is much cheaper than at the Uni that I am headed for.

Oh, I bought a pair of jeans a couple weeks ago, they were a little long in the legs but they fit almost perfectly in the legs and waist, which is hard to find for me. Well getting into my car from coming out of Best Buy I get in my car and the jeans tear right up the side of the "crotch" area. I think it might be because I have really thick thighs and I am tall so when I get into my car ... my legs stretch much wider than a "normal" person. It didn't bother me too much because the jeans weren't very expensive ... but now I have to find another pair. As you can tell from the pic above that my legs rub together, that pic was taken in July last year so you can just imagine what my thighs are like now.

As Always,
Eat up!