Sunday, November 23, 2008
Impatiently Frustrated
I am so impatient. I always want things to happen now, right away. This is a bad thing, but I feel like I have been waiting forever for something to happen. When it comes to education I get frustrated that I have to learn so many different things when they won't even help me in my profession. I feel as if I am going faster than life is. I want to move to a big city and start a real career but college is holding me back. I want things now, not later. Maybe I am just frustrated, but is it with myself or everyone else. This really does not have anything to do with gaining. I don't really know why I am writing this here but I am. Even when it comes to private lessons I can only fit one in per month because of money. I would be so much farther along if I could do two per month. I am tired of waiting for everything. Everything is just really frustrating right now.
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Gluttony
i kno how u feel sometimes
ReplyDeletea couple large pizza may help you deal with it all, try that for a week
ReplyDeletetotally makes sense to feel that way. some people are big city people and life does move faster there, plus there's just more to do--got out of college and got into chicago as fast as i could, having grown up in a town of 7000. in a much smaller place now (125,000) and its way more work to find as much to do and be exposed to.
ReplyDeleteall that said, college is a great thing...and it changes how you think..thats its real bonus--not any career advantage it gives, tho it does do that too.
the frustration is totally normal-shows, i think, ur head is where its meant to be.
hope u had a great and very filling thanksgiving.