For all of you that have been worried about my dog, he is fine. Umm, he ate a pack of sanitary pads. Luckily, they were not used (for all of you who were wondering). So ... my tax return, that I was going to use to get a laptop, went to my dog's vet bills. They just took x-rays and gave him some shots, no surgery and now I am broke. Argh!
Work has been getting on my nerves too. I cannot wait to quit working there. I am tired of working for someone that I feel is not competent enough to do their job. Instead, they push their tasks onto me and I get overloaded and things do not get completed. Then when my superiors are in trouble ... they easily push the blame upon those below them. Apparently if you have been in the business longer than I have been alive it gives you that right.
As many of you may already know, I am about 2 lbs away from my goal of 225 lbs. I would like to thank everyone for their donations to help me keep growing. One person I would like to thank especially, trelbloat. Your donations have helped tremendously as you can tell. I have been eating like crazy and I love it. All of my shirts are tight, and I no longer fit into my work pants. I think a lot of it has to do with this music that was sent to me. This music is supposed to have a subliminal message hidden underneath a type of inspirational music. I was very skeptical at first, however it seems to be working very well. If you are interested in getting this music feel free to message me on yahoo.
I have been thinking about this next bit for quite some time. Everyone that approaches me online and asks "Why did you start gaining". My response is always this. "I have always been attracted to a slim guy that puts on weight. I find it incredibly erotic. For a very long time I wanted to wait and gain with someone, find someone similar to me and start from scratch. This opportunity never appeared. So I got fed up and started gaining on my own." I did receive a lot of help from an encourager that will always hold a special place in my heart and he knows who he is.
Then I get approached by these skinny guys that say that they have tried to gain weight and it "didn't work out". To that I say ... there is no way that you tried hard enough to gain weight. If it is something that you truly desire you will get it. Gaining weight is not easy, just like losing weight. There have been a few times where I have ate so much it made me kind of sick to my stomach, but it was all towards a goal. Similar to how athletes will run until they get sick. Don't tell me that you can't gain weight ... you can, you just have to try, you have to research and then apply what you have found out.
For those that approach me and say that they are afraid to gain because of what people would think about them. Here is the scoop. Most people are too busy looking at themselves in the mirror that they will not even notice that you have put on weight. They ARE NOT going to think that you are putting on weight intentionally. You see people gain weight all the time in your day to day life. Do you think to yourself every time that you see someone that is fat, "oh they did that on purpose"? If you do ... I'm sorry I have to say this ... you are stupid. Look at me ... I have put on almost 50 lbs total, most people that I encounter have not even noticed at all. I have received comments from two people. One being my grandmother who said "you don't look anorexic anymore" and the other ... one of my coworkers who said that I am getting love handles.
Don't live your life worrying about what others will think about you. As gay males most of us have come a tremendous way already, why should this be any different?
Tip of the Day: After eating as much as possible it is best to take a nap. While you are sleeping your metabolism falls nearly to a halt. So the more calories you pack in before bed, the more calories will be converted to fat.
As Always,
Eat up
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