Preface

Let me start out saying that I am young, well not too young, I'm 21. I am by no means an expert in the area of gaining or the chub and chaser group. I do know someone that I would classify as an expert, and he knows who he is. I am writing this to let young people know that it is natural. Being attracted to overweight people is something that just is and it should not be ignored.

The feel of a full belly, an expanding waistline or a supple roll of fat are all major turn ons for me. I have tried to ignore these attractions and forced myself to have what are deemed as "normal" relationships, however these have always ended terribly.

I am going to try my best to tell my story, to talk openly about myself and my attractions. After going through a denial period I feel that it is necessary for me to let people know that they should not be ashamed. Hopefully I can prevent others the heartache and pain that I had gone through while trying to be "normal".

Enough of my preaching.

About me: I am 21 and I live in Ohio. I grew up in an upper middle class town in NW Ohio and had a normal family. My always knew that I was different from my family and I still think that I am a milkman baby. I look nothing like my family and I have features only from my mothers side of the family, however my mom was not the cheating type. My father on the other hand was.

My parents finally decided to get divorced around the time that I was 14. At the age of 15 I had to get a job. My so-called father did not feel that it should be his job to continue to support the family since he was no longer living under the roof of the house that "he built". So I started working at McDonald's .... yay!! gainers love that. I got the job so that I could pay for my own clothes, so my mother had one less thing to worry about as she had constant panic attacks at the local grocery store, fearing that she would no longer be able to afford to feed her family while my father was on vacation in Florida. Hey, who doesn't have family issues.

Either way, I turned to music to forget about my family problems. Music quickly became my passion, my reason for living. I began studying privately while I was in 6th grade but I never noticed how much of an attachment I had to music until all of my family drama began to take shape. Along with music my other passion proved to be work, I threw myself whole heartedly into whatever I was doing. At the age of 18 I was playing semi-professionally with a local symphony and I was a full time hourly manager at McDonald's along with going to high school and part time at local State University. I weighed 175 lbs and harbored my true desires, to get fat and to be with guy that was getting fat too.

Me at 175 lbs Summer 2007 (left)
Me at 211 lbs Winter 2008 (right)

So here it goes. I will try my best to give tips to those who would like to gain some weight. Hopefully I will keep this running for awhile so I can post progress pictures and make a bit of an impact in the lives of those who are ashamed of what it is that they desire.